every time i think of you, every time i see a picture of you, i get sick to my stomach. every time i think about what you did to me, i get sick to my stomach. i don't know how to make the thought of you go away, but i want you out of my life and out of my mind forever. i can't stand it anymore. i'm sick and tired of you and your memory. i'm tired of remembering all the freakin hurt and pain you put me through. to me you are nothing but a low life jerk who had nothing better to do than screw with a girls heart. you killed me when i found you lied, you killed me again when you decided not to fight for me. but i'm alive again so in your face. you couldn't keep me dead. you couldn't keep me down. because i got right back up and started living my life again. you tried to ruin me, you tried to break me into so many pieces that i wouldn't be able to put myself back together again, but i have.
so thank you. thank you for not fighting for me because i have someone who is a million times better. thank you for lying to me and thank you for trying to break me. thank you for killing me so that i could see who you truly are. thank you for screwing up so that i could break things off with you, get the trash that you are out of my life and bring in someone who is always going to lift me up.
i'm so glad i have nothing to do with you anymore. i'm so glad i got you out of my life for good before you could ruin me anymore, before i was in to deep with you that i couldn't get out. thank you for being the jerk that you are so i could realize that i deserved better. yes it probably took me way too long, i probably went back and forth way too many times, but i'm so glad that i finally put my foot down and said that they way you had been treating me was not right and that i couldn't take it anymore.
i'm glad you're out of my life and that i have someone who cares for me, who loves me, who tells me the truth, and who told his family about me before we were even dating.
so again, thank you for screwing up. thank you to your brother in law for saying something on facebook because with out him doing that, i might not have ever known and i would have continued to let you act the way you were.
